BlushSpirals

Yesterday was a fairytale in the most ordinary way. 

Ames and I went and got her a haircut, then after her nap we went to the beach. There’s not much I can say about the moment except it was magical. It was an ordinary day, but I felt truly present for it. I wasn’t distracted by my phone or by life, I was focused in on spending time with my babes. 

That’s when it truly hit me. I am so completely and utterly happy with how my life is unfolding. I’ve always been the type that saw greener grass on the other side. But now, I am fully embracing the garden that I’ve built. 

If you knew my life 2 years ago it was filled with dramatic chaos that exploded in a whirl wind of disaster. But now, I am entering into a new era. I am entering into the calm, graceful, this is what life should be era. 

It’s so important for my kid to see me life this, because I want her to grow in a smooth and steady environment, and she is. 

So yes, yesterday was absolutely magical in the sweetest most ordinary sense, because I’ve finally reached a point of stability in my treatment that I can embrace life for what it is instead of wishing for some day to come.